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发信人: chanshinhang (Bush), 信区: Love
标题: The Final Decision
发信站: 荔园晨风BBS站 (Tue Dec 23 18:06:11 2003)

It's so late!I think it's midnight now!"I say to myself,wandering in several s
treets by bike.Supposed someone woke up at this time and saw me wandering,the
person would regard me as a mad boy.But has he considered why I do so?As it's
known to all,anyone will probably do something unusual when pains,sadness,conf
usion or despair or something attacks him.So you get the reasonable explanatio
n?I'm sure you do.But at the same time you might bring up another question--wh
at's your emotion now?Outspokenly,I'm both very painful and very confused now,
however,at present the stronger emotion I get is the despair!And we all know,n
o one can help him when a person falls into the despair,because he loses every
thing he's after!

I don't completely get into it though I fall into the despair,so I need a trou
bleshooter's help.But before helping me,the troubleshooter has to know why I'm
so hopeless.So it's necessary for me to describe simply about my story.

I lost my heart to a cutie at the age of 11,which seemed to be impossible for
a child in such an early age to say"love".And the children in that age couldn'
t understand love at all!(But nothing in the world is impossible--You should k
now this point!"Did you know what love was?"Maybe this is your third question.
Then I ask you back,"My heart was beating fast when facing her!I could hardly
breathe when talking with her!The strange and mysterious feeling attacks me wh
en I'm staying with her.However,I don't have the same feeling when facing and
talking to and staying with the other girlies...Endless examples are uncountab
le and I can list as many as you want!Excuse me,if you denied that these above
weren't love,what would be that?What would be that?...I stress this sentence
over and over again,which is enough to prove all!)

Later,I showed my love to her,but she turned down it indirectly,which didn't f
orce me to give up my hope.When the Valentine's Day came,Icalled her.To my sur
prise,she had been out with her boyfriend,which gave me a heavier blow...I've
been hopeless since then...

Readers must laugh at me and even you'll accept me as a fool!Of course,I keepo
n considering whether I'm foolish."Shall I give up the hope which can hardly c
ome true?Is it worth spending so much time and putting so many efforts on it?.
.." Several days' thinking produces the final answer--I'm too foolish!As a stu
dent,I should put all my efforts to my studies instead of"love"!I should put m
y foot down to turn a new leaf!All things considered,I cannot turn the failing
table,so I can just turn nonsense love to my studies.And it means getting rea
dy to face the National Matriculation Test to me to do so!This is the final de
cision!
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